Verb
action,
to do,
jump
push
fly
escape
What do you do? How do you do it? Why do you do it?
What are your goals?
Don't worry about what everyone else is doing, saying, thinking. Act. Full honesty, make your goals happen.
Not just in a play, or a class, but in life, make it happen.
There is nothing stopping you, except yourself, your mind, washed by the others, who once were washed themselves. No one is to blame.
They say you can't, prove them wrong, they say you won't, make them eat their words.
Choose then go, stick to your choices like glue, only your own redecision should change your mind, not another mind.
Remove yourself from the web, no TV, phone, computer, set aside time to reflect, to think, does what i am doing truly matter to me? Yes, then continue, No, then you MUST change, or face the repetitive history you write for yourself.
Decide what your true passions are, your true callings, pursue them, become them, live them.
You do not need permission, you do not have to explain yourself. You are an adult now, live it up. If that means eating bacon every day, do IT. If that means learning the intricacies of the anatomy of a pig, do IT. If that means watching every movie to ever exist, do IT. If that means becoming a nascar driver DO IT.
The pursuing is the habit to ingrain, even if you don't become a nascar driver, your pursuit will open doors to other opportunities and interests.
Pursue your dreams, and help others achieve theirs!
or you know, watch more jersey shore or something... barf.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
New Year Changes
With this new year comes many changes, a plan to move into my own apartment, a play, and much more farther around the bend then my eyes care to look.
One thing is certain though, I have much to be thankful for.
I feel much more grounded into who I am, and what I want. As well as much more grounded in the desire to learn more and help others.
I have a whole table of books to read and continue reading, and new adventures unfolding everyday.
I have great friends each with their own unique and amazing stories, as well as a whole city of .5 - 1 million strangers not yet met who each have their own story as well.
Much much more, but even with all to be thankful for, I still know and recognize the importance of continued self development and betterment. So I have my set of new years resolutions to work out and bring forward.
In no particular order here are some of the things I plan to focus on in the coming decade. (yea I count in base 10 get over it.)
Exercise, I plan to get more of it, maybe Tai chi or yoga, or both.
I need to find someone else interested in such so that I have someone to nag me if I don't show. Anyone interested let me know. I know some places that offer it free.
Research, taking a semester off of school, during that time I need to allocate some resources to researching possible degrees and schools to finish my BA. Figure out what exactly my major will be. This one is hands down going to be the most difficult.
Acting, not just on stage, but in the world as well. Finding ways to make a difference in the world, and then doing them. Already have great resources and plans in place. Just need to prioritize in such a way that they get done.
Then in terms of stage, working my ass off for the play, and comedy improv. Entertaining and storytelling and helping make others days brighter in that regard as well.
Work, not losing sight of the triviality of it, not letting it effect my mood, and continuing to raise the bar and be successful at the same time. Making it so the people who report to me, are able to look forward to work just a little bit more then if I wasn't there. As well as helping my employees to be successful in their own goals as well. Make the job as fun as possible, while still getting it done like an allstar.
Spirituality, continued study and practice, day by day. Bodhisattva Vows in February.
Study of all traditions so as to be better able to understand others view points and goals. As well as soak up the wisdoms that other cultures enjoy. Finding a root Lama, and continuing the practices that I already know and have learned. Encouraging others to be moral (when relevant)and always trying to place myself second and help and serve others. Daily meditation.
That sums up the big ones, there are other smaller ones, but they should be pretty easy, and don't really need focus put on them.
I hope that everyone left 2010 in a good state of mind, and that 2011 will be blessed for you all.
Much Love,
Matt
One thing is certain though, I have much to be thankful for.
I feel much more grounded into who I am, and what I want. As well as much more grounded in the desire to learn more and help others.
I have a whole table of books to read and continue reading, and new adventures unfolding everyday.
I have great friends each with their own unique and amazing stories, as well as a whole city of .5 - 1 million strangers not yet met who each have their own story as well.
Much much more, but even with all to be thankful for, I still know and recognize the importance of continued self development and betterment. So I have my set of new years resolutions to work out and bring forward.
In no particular order here are some of the things I plan to focus on in the coming decade. (yea I count in base 10 get over it.)
Exercise, I plan to get more of it, maybe Tai chi or yoga, or both.
I need to find someone else interested in such so that I have someone to nag me if I don't show. Anyone interested let me know. I know some places that offer it free.
Research, taking a semester off of school, during that time I need to allocate some resources to researching possible degrees and schools to finish my BA. Figure out what exactly my major will be. This one is hands down going to be the most difficult.
Acting, not just on stage, but in the world as well. Finding ways to make a difference in the world, and then doing them. Already have great resources and plans in place. Just need to prioritize in such a way that they get done.
Then in terms of stage, working my ass off for the play, and comedy improv. Entertaining and storytelling and helping make others days brighter in that regard as well.
Work, not losing sight of the triviality of it, not letting it effect my mood, and continuing to raise the bar and be successful at the same time. Making it so the people who report to me, are able to look forward to work just a little bit more then if I wasn't there. As well as helping my employees to be successful in their own goals as well. Make the job as fun as possible, while still getting it done like an allstar.
Spirituality, continued study and practice, day by day. Bodhisattva Vows in February.
Study of all traditions so as to be better able to understand others view points and goals. As well as soak up the wisdoms that other cultures enjoy. Finding a root Lama, and continuing the practices that I already know and have learned. Encouraging others to be moral (when relevant)and always trying to place myself second and help and serve others. Daily meditation.
That sums up the big ones, there are other smaller ones, but they should be pretty easy, and don't really need focus put on them.
I hope that everyone left 2010 in a good state of mind, and that 2011 will be blessed for you all.
Much Love,
Matt
Monday, December 27, 2010
Truth and Freedom of speech.
http://www.reverbnation.com/artist/artist_videos/603938?sel_song_id=2923281&autoplay=1
that is all.
that is all.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
frisky matt
Breaking records at UPS, 259809 through the sort yesterday!!! 100 % of missorts caught and rerouted. Record broken was 230000 and a 93ish percent. LIKE A BOSS!!
march is raise month, i think ill get another 2%, maybe 5, oooo getting frisky matt, getting frisky.
march is raise month, i think ill get another 2%, maybe 5, oooo getting frisky matt, getting frisky.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Philosophy vs. Mathematics
It has often been said that mathematics is the cheapest university department to run, for all one needs is pencil, a desk and a waste paper basket. This is not so. Philosophy is cheaper still, since in philosophy we do not even need the basket.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Mindphones
So in my imaginative, and sometimes twisted view of reality, I was contemplating the term "cellphone."
Even though I see it as a metal box, one that sends and recieves radio waves, using simple processors and memory,(basically a computer in the hand for some of the newer ones) the term springs much more association in my mind. (maybe because of a biology lecture I once sat through that was all about how the cells in a body communicate.)
Anyway, I thought to myself, what if...
What if in some distant future, our biological DNA was actually engineered to allow our individual cells to have "phones" in sense of capability. An Android smart phone in each and every cell. Our generation is already exceeding the definition of multitasking. They would almost have to come up with another word for the amount of tasking that would spring forth. With such ability so much could be done, however it would take a massive amount of mental ability to be able to control and direct that much communication.
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BUT thats not really what I wanted to write about, just setting the stage to where this idea sprung from in my mind.
Because after thinking about a "literal cell phone" for awhile, I began to think, what would the next step be?
Great, others can see exactly how I feel if I so choose through my cells etc, empathy would be at an all time high, but still an imperfect form of communication.
Mindphones. The word flashed through my head. Granted I cant take complete credit, the idea has been in several science fictions and literature in various forms. Different limitations and structures of the idea have been discussed and presented. I visualize it as a form of consensual telepathy, both parties would be able to choose what thoughts to send. It wouldnt be a whole mind scan or anything of the sort. If you don't want to send something, you dont have to.
Imagine for a moment if you will, dialing someone, sending the exact thought you wanted to send, (time place date, why plans changed, whatever,) Receiving a confirmation or rejection thought back, and not having to worry about any miscommunication. Perfect communication, what would that be like? To be able to say the things inside that you want to get out but can never find the words for, would it be a blessing? or a curse? A relief?
No misinterpretation, no language or slang barrier, just pure thought. Even the barrier of cultures would be somewhat lifted.
The implications for teaching, learning, etc would shoot through the roof. Don't understand a math problem? How much easier would it be to see the thought process play out in front of you (as fast or as slow as you want it) rather then hear someone try to explain it verbally. (especially when the majority of math teachers/professors tend to not be so skilled in terms of language)
There used to be the cell phone commercials where people misheard what was said on the other end. Purchasing a goofer, when the other person wanted a golf ball. That would be non existent.
There would never be a need to explain yourself, because the other side would be "thinking like you think," when they receive your communication.
Privacy would still exist, as you choose what you want to send, and even who you want to receive from.
I Imagine that there would be some people who would be overly revealing with the technology when it first was released. People who make their entire minds public, either for study or entertainment.
Psychology would finally have solid, sound data to work with, rather then individual data that is open for speculation.
There would also be people that would refuse to use the technology at all. In fact, some might be against it being used by anyone.
The social and economic structure, as well as the scientific community would evolve into a massive conglomerate. Conference calls by scientists without any miscommunication could quickly lead to solutions and cures to problems that would take much much longer to "talk out"
Granted I do not think this will be released in my life time (would be awesome if it was.) but I am fascinated by the idea, the implications, the problems that might arise, the successes that might occur.
I might expand on this on a later date.
Even though I see it as a metal box, one that sends and recieves radio waves, using simple processors and memory,(basically a computer in the hand for some of the newer ones) the term springs much more association in my mind. (maybe because of a biology lecture I once sat through that was all about how the cells in a body communicate.)
Anyway, I thought to myself, what if...
What if in some distant future, our biological DNA was actually engineered to allow our individual cells to have "phones" in sense of capability. An Android smart phone in each and every cell. Our generation is already exceeding the definition of multitasking. They would almost have to come up with another word for the amount of tasking that would spring forth. With such ability so much could be done, however it would take a massive amount of mental ability to be able to control and direct that much communication.
---
BUT thats not really what I wanted to write about, just setting the stage to where this idea sprung from in my mind.
Because after thinking about a "literal cell phone" for awhile, I began to think, what would the next step be?
Great, others can see exactly how I feel if I so choose through my cells etc, empathy would be at an all time high, but still an imperfect form of communication.
Mindphones. The word flashed through my head. Granted I cant take complete credit, the idea has been in several science fictions and literature in various forms. Different limitations and structures of the idea have been discussed and presented. I visualize it as a form of consensual telepathy, both parties would be able to choose what thoughts to send. It wouldnt be a whole mind scan or anything of the sort. If you don't want to send something, you dont have to.
Imagine for a moment if you will, dialing someone, sending the exact thought you wanted to send, (time place date, why plans changed, whatever,) Receiving a confirmation or rejection thought back, and not having to worry about any miscommunication. Perfect communication, what would that be like? To be able to say the things inside that you want to get out but can never find the words for, would it be a blessing? or a curse? A relief?
No misinterpretation, no language or slang barrier, just pure thought. Even the barrier of cultures would be somewhat lifted.
The implications for teaching, learning, etc would shoot through the roof. Don't understand a math problem? How much easier would it be to see the thought process play out in front of you (as fast or as slow as you want it) rather then hear someone try to explain it verbally. (especially when the majority of math teachers/professors tend to not be so skilled in terms of language)
There used to be the cell phone commercials where people misheard what was said on the other end. Purchasing a goofer, when the other person wanted a golf ball. That would be non existent.
There would never be a need to explain yourself, because the other side would be "thinking like you think," when they receive your communication.
Privacy would still exist, as you choose what you want to send, and even who you want to receive from.
I Imagine that there would be some people who would be overly revealing with the technology when it first was released. People who make their entire minds public, either for study or entertainment.
Psychology would finally have solid, sound data to work with, rather then individual data that is open for speculation.
There would also be people that would refuse to use the technology at all. In fact, some might be against it being used by anyone.
The social and economic structure, as well as the scientific community would evolve into a massive conglomerate. Conference calls by scientists without any miscommunication could quickly lead to solutions and cures to problems that would take much much longer to "talk out"
Granted I do not think this will be released in my life time (would be awesome if it was.) but I am fascinated by the idea, the implications, the problems that might arise, the successes that might occur.
I might expand on this on a later date.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
one semester off
Taking one semester off school once this one is done.
I will have my associates (provided all goes well in my current classes.)
been slacking a bit of late in my academics, mainly because 2/3 classes are boring wastes of life.
I have learned something major though, two jobs i have no interest in are accounting and business. Well at least to major in, I have a natural knack for business, but the classes about business are just useless jargon to describe topics I could have pandered up with pure common sense at the ripe age of, ohhh i donno, maybe 9?
maybe i couldn't have spelled the words, but i damn sure knew the concepts, an opportunity cost was not being able to play video games because I had to do homework. Easy shit...
I'm leaning towards psychology, maybe counseling?
also still fascinated with philosophy, but ill be damned if i sit through another history of philosophy class (intro to philosophy.)
The longer I am in school the more I realize how much Bullshit our education system is.
Besides the core sciences and maths, it is all just conjuncture.
"We do it this way because thats how it has been done"
Waste of my time, I came to learn, not to be told what to do. While yes, 1% of these bullshit classes might come with a nugget of wisdom, for the most part they are just crafty rearranging of facts, analysis of systems with new sets of vocab.
Trust me I know how to analyse a system... learned that plenty from video games, little hand held strategy games that all have new sets of vocab, except one major difference THEY ARE ACTUALLY FUN!
I need a break, i can only fake a smile through bullshit for so long, my acting classes have been the only things keeping me even trying in school. But even that is frustrating, because, knowing all the words terms and mental work, but not being able to do it viscerally in the form of a monologue, so frustrating. I put all this work into it and end up going audition to audition with nothing to show for it. Getting the "artificial stakes" to become a reality in my body is quite a challenge for me.
Although the Improv comedy is going well, i am in the college Improv tournament this Saturday.
I am pretty sure ill figure something out, but i really want to stop wasting my time and energy in the meantime while i decide exactly what I want to major in. Stay working, go to KCACTF and just keep my schedule open and free until i decide i guess...
I will have my associates (provided all goes well in my current classes.)
been slacking a bit of late in my academics, mainly because 2/3 classes are boring wastes of life.
I have learned something major though, two jobs i have no interest in are accounting and business. Well at least to major in, I have a natural knack for business, but the classes about business are just useless jargon to describe topics I could have pandered up with pure common sense at the ripe age of, ohhh i donno, maybe 9?
maybe i couldn't have spelled the words, but i damn sure knew the concepts, an opportunity cost was not being able to play video games because I had to do homework. Easy shit...
I'm leaning towards psychology, maybe counseling?
also still fascinated with philosophy, but ill be damned if i sit through another history of philosophy class (intro to philosophy.)
The longer I am in school the more I realize how much Bullshit our education system is.
Besides the core sciences and maths, it is all just conjuncture.
"We do it this way because thats how it has been done"
Waste of my time, I came to learn, not to be told what to do. While yes, 1% of these bullshit classes might come with a nugget of wisdom, for the most part they are just crafty rearranging of facts, analysis of systems with new sets of vocab.
Trust me I know how to analyse a system... learned that plenty from video games, little hand held strategy games that all have new sets of vocab, except one major difference THEY ARE ACTUALLY FUN!
I need a break, i can only fake a smile through bullshit for so long, my acting classes have been the only things keeping me even trying in school. But even that is frustrating, because, knowing all the words terms and mental work, but not being able to do it viscerally in the form of a monologue, so frustrating. I put all this work into it and end up going audition to audition with nothing to show for it. Getting the "artificial stakes" to become a reality in my body is quite a challenge for me.
Although the Improv comedy is going well, i am in the college Improv tournament this Saturday.
I am pretty sure ill figure something out, but i really want to stop wasting my time and energy in the meantime while i decide exactly what I want to major in. Stay working, go to KCACTF and just keep my schedule open and free until i decide i guess...
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